I'm tired of trying to be the best partner I can be. I honestly want to burn the whole relationship down. The lack of respect and lack of orgasms has me craving someone new to explore

Sometimes i wish i had no life besides being someone's cum toy..

When I am horny I have to fornicate with a stuffed animal because I have had no social life or boyfriend for years, many have rejected me for having a child, sometimes I have thought about trying to be a lesbian, the last time I had sex the person said I had given her the best blowjob of her life, and even then she never looked for me again ... I feel like having a boyfriend... but sometimes I think I'd better keep to myself...